Healing Abandonment

You know how you abandon yourself. Now let’s change the pattern.

You say you're okay when you're not. You make your needs smaller to keep the peace. You understand why you do it, but when connection feels at risk, you still find yourself doing it again. This program helps you work with the deeper fears and protective patterns shaping your relationships, so you can stop making yourself smaller to feel loved.

Total value $1,030, available now $77


“I healed my relationship with my inner child, real self, and my young heart. My relationship with my body feels more settled and grounded. I feel less anxious and experience less discomfort and disconnection from my emotions.”

— Leana

Different relationships. The same old fear.

You might be the one who keeps everyone happy. You understand, accommodate, and ask for less than you need.

Or you’re fiercely independent. You shut down when someone gets too close, convince yourself you don’t need anyone, and leave before you can be left.

You might even move between the two: longing for closeness, then feeling overwhelmed by what it asks of you.

Sound familiar?

  • You rehearse what you want to say, then decide it's easier not to say it.

  • You feel disappointed by someone's behavior, but immediately start making excuses for them.

  • You feel guilty for having needs, even when you know those needs are reasonable.

  • You know a relationship isn't working for you, but struggle to let go of the hope that it will change.

  • You get frustrated with yourself for repeating patterns you thought you'd already worked through.

And underneath it all, there's often a familiar fear: If I show up as I really am, will I still be loved?

You don't want to keep doing this. But knowing that doesn't always make it easier to stop.

Perhaps you learned to be easy to love by being easy to be around. To anticipate other people's needs before they could disappoint you. To hide your anger, swallow your sadness, or become so self-sufficient that you never had to ask for anything.

These patterns may have helped you navigate earlier relationships — but they can also leave you disconnected from what you feel, what you need, and what you actually want. You can spend years understanding why you abandon yourself and still struggle to stay on your own side when it matters.

This isn't just about recognizing a pattern — it's about learning to work with the fear, shame, and protective responses that keep pulling you back into it.

That's the work we do in Healing Abandonment.

What if the way you learned to keep connection is now getting in the way of it?

Healing Abandonment Program

An 8-week, personalized coaching experience to explore the roots of your patterns and practice a different way forward.

We work through three stages, moving from understanding your responses to exploring deeper patterns and bringing what you learn into your everyday life.

Your journey includes

  • 5 live one-to-one calls — each 90-minutes

  • Personalized weekly teachings — short lessons shaped around your patterns, experiences, and sessions with Jordan.

  • Somatic practices (guided video) — tailored to your needs, helping you work with what happens in your body when familiar patterns arise.

  • Real-life experiments — small ways to practice expressing needs, staying present, and responding differently in your relationships.

  • WhatsApp support — guidance between sessions as you navigate patterns in real time.

  • 30-day integration month — weekly experiments and voice-note debriefs, a small-group practice circle, and a 30-minute integration call.

  • Three-month check-in — reflect on your progress and how the work is showing up in everyday life.

Why one-to-one?

Because your patterns are personal. We'll work with your actual experiences rather than asking you to fit yourself into a generic curriculum. Your practices will be personalized, your sessions will respond to what you're experiencing, and you'll have space to explore the questions that arise in your life. This work can complement ongoing therapy, offering a focused space for body-based practice and real-life application.

How will you know you’re healing?

We'll identify the patterns you want to work with at the beginning, then revisit your progress at the end of the program and at three months. Together, we'll reflect on changes in how you experience triggers, relate to old beliefs, recover from difficult moments, and respond to urges to people-please, chase, or withdraw.

Immerse yourself in this intensive, expert-led program, offering invaluable insights and practices worth over $1,990

5x Live Calls w/ Jordan: $x 4 = $9975

3x Breathwork Sessions: $75 x 3 = $225

2x Somatic Shaking Sessions: $50 x 2 = $100

3x EFT Tapping Sessions: $75 x 3 = $225

2x ThetaHealing Meditations: $75 x 2 = $150

2x IFS Guided Exercises: $195 x 2 = $390

= $1,990

I believe that healing your abandonment wound shouldn’t cost you your sense of safety.

That’s why I’m still committed to making this 8-week, high-touch container more accessible than two months of weekly therapy — while now offering deeper somatic and attachment-based support than ever before.

Your access begins at:

$155

This is a weekly payment plan of 8 total payments of $155 in total, $1,240 USD.

Or pay in full and save:

$1,222

Pay once and save over $750 on the total value of the program. Includes all live calls, personalized educational content, somatic practices, and WhatsApp support.

Your Guide

  • Jordan Jeppe

    I’m a Somatic Attachment Coach helping anxious souls heal abandonment wounds, regulate their nervous systems, and cultivate secure, embodied love.

    My path to this work began over a decade ago, when shadow work found me at 22 — through a YouTube video of all places. What started as curiosity soon became devotion: I spent years traveling solo, studying yoga, practicing celibacy, meditating in monasteries, and unraveling the layers of trauma stored in my body.

    It wasn’t until a somatic movement class cracked open something I couldn’t name that I truly realized: deep healing isn’t just cognitive — it’s physical, emotional, relational.

    Through this realization, I began weaving together everything I’d learned — shadow integration, nervous system repair, ThetaHealing, parts work, and attachment theory—into a body of work that now guides others through their own inner reparenting and reconnection.

    I’ve supported women around the world through online programs, one-on-one healing, and community workshops.

    This work isn’t about fixing yourself. It’s about finally meeting yourself with the compassion, clarity, and safety you’ve always deserved.

By the way!

At the heart of this program are one-on-one private calls with Jordan. Each 75 minute call incorporates a variety of powerful techniques, including:

  • EFT Tapping

  • Parts Work

  • Somatic Healing

  • Breathwork

These personalized sessions are designed to facilitate deep healing, personal growth, and transformative change.

As a member of this program, you'll have the flexibility to schedule your live calls at a time that works for you using Jordan's open calendar. Please note that all calls should align with the weekly program schedule.

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